Yes, I have been posting in here the notice of disconnection of my internet connection several times already. I promised that I will not get any more notice in the future so I wont be sharing it here. However, today I am going to share again about notice of disconnection but this time it is our electricity. arghs! Two months has lapsed and our electric bill has not paid yet. I wish I have the money to pay the bill. The bill is a bit higher and my online earning is just enough. If I have extra I will surely shoulder the electric bill.
I am so allergic with notice of disconnection. I talked to my father and sister about it and all we have was a sad face. I used to seek helped from my older brother who lives in the another city but now that he is married and starting new life, I am shy to ask for help. I hope we will find ways on how we are going to settle this notice of disconnection. If none, I guess I have to ask help from my brother again. I have to get myself ready for the nagging and all. I can handle it will perfectly because I am feed up with his nagging habits. What is important is that he will rescue us. That is all that matters to me.
I was playing with my nephew early this evening when my neighbor called me. I am hesitant to come at first since we are not that close because seldom go out of the house. When I came closer to her, she asked me if I can help her on how to start up her computer. She doesn’t know where to put those wires and afraid that it will explode if connect it wrongly.
I am pleased to call for a help by a neighbor. I did try my best and just remember what connection I did to my desktop. Thanks to God that I am able to connect all the wiring at the back of her computer. It is a good feeling really to help someone even just a simple one. Seeing the smiling face of my neighbor and a thank you word is very uplifting. She is smiling when I go home and excited to sit down in front of her computer.
If there is one thing that I would like to happen is to help my family financially. Times are really hard for us that sometimes I want to give up. I know God is there and will never leave us; just that sometimes I lost some patience. Difficulties and trials in life makes me weak but thinking that the family is fighting to overcome those things, makes me realized that I have to continue moving and believe that we can do it. We have been in the same situation before and we are able to overcome it. This is not new to us, and I am pretty sure we will able to surpass this soon.
I am doing online stuffs for a year now. I am earning but not enough to help my family. Though I give sometimes if I have extra. But most of the time, my earning is enough just to pay my bills. Makes me so sad because I really wanted to help but I cannot for now. In this reason, I tried some way to earn online and invest a little. I am taking the risk because I wanted to earn extra. Much to my dismay I did not able to get what I really wanted. It is sad but that is part of the risk I am taking. I grabbed those offers because I wanted to go to the site that will give me a big opportunity to earn to be able to help my family. As of the moment, I am still fixing my site and I do not know where to start. I won’t give up and will continue doing my best to get there. It is difficult but I will do my very best for my family. They are my life and my inspiration why I am doing this.
Getting in the site is difficult and I will strive my very best to get there. Am I too ambitious? Call me ambitious but that is my goal and I will be in that site soon. Thank you Lord for the courage you have given on me.