Finally I get over with the bad storm that hits me. I felt that my heart is getting better and my mind is not bothered anymore. It is time for happy thoughts I must say. There are lots of beautiful things to think and do then to stay in the corner and counting for lizards on the ceiling.lol I know it is crazy but I do that to make my mind fully occupied for me stop thinking of bad things. Past is past and dwelling with it is a waste of time.
I look around me and see how beauty life is. I see kids, my family, and nature. It makes me smile because of the feeling that I am so blessed that I have lots of things to appreciate. God never left me empty. He just took the decay that will be the cause for me to be not happy. Thank you Lord for all the blessings and the strength. I will thing of happy thoughts from now on Lord because that is the right thing to do.