I have been avoiding yummy foods for the past months because I am in the process of losing some weight. I am aiming to bring back the body I used to have before. And also doing it for myself and health reason. If there is a yummy foods in the table or in the fridge, I just eat a bite just to taste it. I admit I am on a strict diet for myself because of people around me telling I am so fat. Although I am used to it, but sometimes it hurts deep inside me. To me I know I am fat just do not tell it to my face. That is also another reason why I want to loss some weight.
Well now I loss a little and still doing my diet for me to get what I am aiming for. It is hard but my determination to do it for myself is strong that I can make it one day. But tonight I forgot the word DIET, it is because my sister-in-law bought a very yummy pizza. I told myself let me eat for once because pizza is calling me. I should have not eat dinner but they got home late that I already eat dinner. I eat one slice only but a big slice for me.hahaha I do not deprive myself too much from eating what I like to eat. I am so full tonight and I promise to pay it back tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.