Indeed our eyes are the windows of our soul. No matter how big our smile is, our eyes will tell what we really feel deep inside. The only senses in our body that cannot lie. It will tell how happy, sad and hurt we are. That is what I have noticed to my beloved friend Ada May. Though she smiles a lot and tells me that she is okay and fine, I can see it in her eyes that she is not. She is sad and felt in pain. I try to cheer her up because her heart is bleeding for four days now. It is not easy to make her smile when I know in my heart that she is hurt. A sad ending of her three years in a relationship really tore her apart. It is like she is looking for something in a dark place. How I wish a simple smile will vanish the pain she felt.
My heart is crying after she told me that she is being hurt again by the man she choose to love. Says every man she loves leave her in pain. Even myself do not understand why. Why do they hurt my friend who is giving her all for the man she love? She is a good friend, a nice person and deserves to be happy, and be loved. We have been friends for years and I have witness some of her pains in life especially in the field of love. But I can say this is the worse. Truly love is lovelier the second time around is not true. Because She has been hurt by the same guy twice. She accepted him on his first offense but did it again. How unfair he is for her. Now my friend is brokenhearted, looking for answer she cannot find. Longing for someone who is no longer hers. I hope that she will find the light after being in the tunnel of darkness. Though she is telling me that she will not love again, I still wish someone will come and mend her broken heart. And someone who will give her love and happiness instead of pain. Someone who will value her and love her with all his heart.