In search for a partner in life…

what is life without someone whom u can share the beauty of it
what is life without someone whom we call partner?

questions that comes into my mind after i reach the age of 30….as they say the marrying age…pressure here, there and everywhere…i don’t care because to me being single is a choice and a freedom for me to go where i want to go…

one day i woke up and felt this emptiness inside me…feeling of being sad and i don’t know why i am sad..feeling that i want cry and i don’t know why i want to cry….
a realization that comes into my mind….and makes me think maybe i need a partner that would fill up this emptiness feeling in my heart….

as what others are doing….i tried my luck to find this so called “soul mate on-line”..been chatting for years, find lots of people around the world, bad and good are everywhere. but i never lost hope to find someone whom God is preparing for me…but still cant find him, maybe i need to talk to God if that someone i am looking for is here….and said to myself, “if it is meant to be, its meant to be…

one night, i told myself this would be the last that am going to look for him…maybe he is not here…i have ignored lots of private messages except for this one…
i answered his hello to me…and i found him interesting to talked to. starting to know each other, sharing joke….we smile and laugh a lot…the Oreo cookie-man who brought the colors in my world…from then on i know in my heart is this the one am looking for, search for and waiting for, that God would give to me….

now, our relationship is going stronger as the days go by…hopefully it will end up into a life we are dreaming for..to be together forever….and i owe it to God who is always there to listen and answer my prayers…..no words can explain how am i so grateful to him…..THANK YOU GOD!!!

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